loving me for 20 years..

2007

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i still remember the day you told me a secret, that torn my heart apart.. and make me confused.. 

"ayah risau sangat tengok angah ni.. nak tahu ayah doa apa.?"

"kenapa nak risau..? so far, i'm a good daughter rite..?"

"yes, u are.. ayah pesan ur homeroom teacher to take care of u.. sebab ayah doa agar anak ayah ni gagal.."

"what..? kenapa nak doa yg buruk2 utk anak sendiri..? bukan ke semua ibu ayah bangga tengok anak die berjaya.. dapat A berderet-deret..?"

"thats the way i want to teach u.. ayah rasa, u always be in ur comfort zone.. but i'm afraid, if one day, u might collapse and fall.. thats why, ayah nak angah rasa apa itu erti kegagalan sebelum mencapai semua kejayaan.."

ayah, u r amazing. the way teach me how to live.. u r a great teacher.. ^_^

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2009

"ayah, do u still berdoa i will fail..?"

"now, i believe that u r strong enough to face all the difficulties and problems.. i believe that u will stand on ur own and fight for your dreams.. "

i won't cry everytime i fall.. if yes, that was the maximum point where i can't stand it anymore.. u will be lucky if u saw me crying.. bile i nangis, keluar berlian taw.. ;p

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and now, u're getting older.. i'm gonna miss all the conversations that we have.. hope that u still there whenever i need u.. whenever i need to gain my strength.. thanks for everything.. thanks for loving me for 20 years.. may allah bless u here and after..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, AYAH...!!!!

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i love this picture damn much..!!!! mesti gelak bila tgk gamba ni.. so funny...!!!! >_<

p/s: i nak buat cupcake for my dad tapi oven rosak plak.. i'll send this post to ur e-mail ok.. ;p