yup.. lets the heart talks tonight.. kadang-kadang2, saya selalu berfkir 'kenapa nasib aku macam ni? kenapa tak macam orang tu.? kenapa tak dapat apa yang aku nak?'..
tanpa disedari, sebenarnya terlalu banyak kebahagiaan dan nikmat yang allah kurniakan untuk saya.. rupanya, ada sesetengah sahabat yang nasibnya tak seberapa baik.. tanpa saya duga dia menghadapi semua ini.. i'm sorry if i can't solve ur problem. at least i'm so pleased to be ur crying shoulder and lend my ears for you.. i hope that it will makes you feel better.. be strong my dear..
i realized that we used to see at the bad side rather than the good side.. for example: saya selalu fikir, kenapa aku tak de teman yang baik? kenapa aku tak kaya? kenapa aku tak bahagia macam orang lain? and etc..
but izzati, did u realized all those wonderful things that u have..? u have a great family, great friends, great future, wonderful life and full with people that love you.. did u realized that..?
saya percaya, kalau allah memberi sesuatu nikmat, dia akan menurunkan ujian untuk menguji samada kita bersyukur ataupun tidak dengan nikmatnya.. contoh paling senang, heart broken was the worst.. but then, i realized how supportive my family and friends are.. i understand that they will love me no matter what and stay by my side.. by that day, i begin to appreciate my family and friends MORE and MORE..
now, i live my life full with joy and laughter.. i'm a person who loves to laugh.. thats the way i released all my problems and worries.. i won't cry because big girl don't cry rite.? =p
please be grateful with what you have, and believe that allah had give the best for you.. i always pray, "ya allah, berkatilah kehidupanku di dunia dan akhirat.. kau berikanlah kebahagiaan dan kejayaan kepadaku di dunia dan di akhirat.. sesungguhnya kau maha mengetahui apa yang terbaik untuk diriku.. =)"
am i trying to comfort myself..? yes, i do.. =)
good luck for your final exam...!!!
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