sweet 21..!

assalamualaikum

alhamdulillah.. thankyou allah kerana telah meminjamkan nyawa kepaku selama 21 tahun ini. i'm officially 21 years old today. happy birthday to me. semoga allah sentiasa memberkati umurku dan jadikan usia mudaku bermanfaat kepada agama, keluarga, negara dan masyarakat.. insyaallah..  ^___^

the wonderful moments happened on friday when i received this big cute card specially from Malaysia.! its quite big. dah macam poster dah. thankyou my beloved family. they really made my day. i love you.. :)

my cute little cat pun sainnnn jugak..!!!

then, we were celebrating syie's birthday. her birthday was on 14th December. 5 days earlier than me. since my bff pergi jalan2, diorang tak sempat nak celebrate. so, kitorang celebrate combo birthday.! (pictures credit to nina) ^__^

thanks nina for the surprise.

the december babies.. ;p

may this friendship last till jannah.. insyaallah.. :)

^_____^

i received lots of birthday wishes on fb, bbm and messages. thankyou.. phone calls from malaysia, portugal and spain..!!! siap gaduh-gaduh skang pukul berapa pun ada. they always make me happy. hihi. i really appreciate it.! million gazillion thanks to my beloved housemates too...!!! i love you girls forever.. ^___^

cute pink bunny gloves from naz.. :)

birthday wish from Italy.. :)

lovely bunny card from tira.. :)

^___^

i'm speechless. indescribable.! i hope today will not end but i have to move on with a new better me. thankyou for your love, care, support and always be there for me. may allah bless you all. ^__^

Regards: Izzati Ellyani Abdul Rahman (December, 2011)

the pressure is on and stay calm.

assalamualaikum

hmmm, where should i start.? as usual, design project and macinnes. lumrah hidup as a 3rd year student. i got dr. pitt's exam on 7th and 8th december. lots of assignments to be submitted. screw me.! i have to design a product that is based on chemical engineering and i got the idea when i saw dr. pitt's armpit.! yeah, i'm designing a deodorant.! haha. ye la, orang kata ilham tu akan datang pada waktu yang tak disangka-sangka. this project makes me so aware of all chemicals that present in a product. rasa paranoid and very concern with my health. chemical is not a good thing, you know.

my biological clock doesn't functioning very effective lately. wake up at 6.30am and studying until 8pm. sleep from 9pm until 12am and continue studying until 3am. what is going on.? its still ok as long as i've completed my tasks. sorry sangat if i make you to stay up everynight. haha. :D

novel ni memang best.! tengah cari masa untuk habiskan baca.

ibu told me that MAS buat promotion to uk this december and my family is planning to come.! tapi, i said no and it is better for them untuk kumpul duit since diorang nak pegi haji next year and my graduation day pun dah tak lama dah. lagi baik kalau ibu sponsor my flight ticket untuk summer break kan.?  i'll be the happiest person on earth if they come but i'm used to be far away from family. now, i'm still applying for internship placement around senawang area and i'm hoping for the best. oh, december is coming.! my favourite month. i'm so excited for boxing day.! nak beli handbag, bag, high heels and a pair of suits.! :D

alhamdulillah, we found a new lovely house at netherthope area for next term. comel, cantik, and i love the house. kalau boleh nak terus pindah masuk je. sabar, izzati sabar. heee... :D

ok, itu sahaja untuk update minggu ini. salam maal hijrah.! tahun baru, azam baru, semangat baru. baju baru dan kasut baru juga boleh.? ;p

p/s: bila nak turun snow.? its getting colder.. hidungku mula berlari gagah berani.. brrr...

undefined

assalamualaikum

what a long long long week. phewww.. and it going to end soon.! i have this undefined feelings that make me feel so happy, calm and i really enjoy my life. i met my schoolmates since primary school till high school during the Nottingham's games and we changed a lot as time passed by. thank you for still remembering me.! ^__^

me: burger.? 50p each.!

taufik: macam kenal la.

me: macam kenal jugak. kalau kenal, please buy this burger.? :D

taufik: seremban.? 

me: yup. kenal kat mane ye.?

taufik: kgv.? scout.? (sambil buat scout's oath)

me: ha'ah la.! kite kan slalu buat sketsa sama-sama dalam scout.! nak beli burger.? tolong member..

taufik: boleh-boleh.

we sold almost 300 burgers yesterday. to be honest, i won't eat burgers for about a month. muak tengok burger. we'll see if i can resist crown's pizza chicken burger. hoho. :D

we are going to proof-read and finalize our design report today..!!! submit on tuesday and we'll celebrate it with juice perhaps.? ;p

p/s: friday, please come fast.! ^_______________^

mixed emotions.. =.=

assalamualaikum

these mixed emotions are killing me.! design project has put lots of pressure on me and there will be a point where i'll be very disappointed with myself. i want to call ayah and crying like a little baby but its 3am in malaysia right now. i want to cry but i have no tears. i want to laugh but i forgot how to do so. i guess maybe i'm too tired with everything. its hard to keep myself motivated all the time. hey, i'm a normal person too.!my tears keep on falling while reciting the quran. kalimah allah always be the best therapy.. 

"dan janganlah kamu berputus asa dari rahmat allah, sesungguhnya tiadalah yang berputus asa dari rahmat allah melainkan orang-orang yang kafir" (12:87)

hey, izzati.! its not the end yet. i still have lots of time and i won't give up. whenever i fall, i just need to rest at the bottom at least for a while before i get up. fighting.! 

si garfield that washed away all my worries.
at least, you make me smile again.
^__^

'stressed' spelled backwards spell 'desserts'. thats why i spent £7 just for chocolates today.! should i blame pms syndrome or should i blame macinnes.? haha.

p/s: can i call my parents even its 3am.?

Everytime you face a problem, stay calm and believe that allah will show you the way out

assalamualaikum

day by day, i feel like my life is getting better and happier. tiba-tiba terfikir, ruginya masa yang dibazirkan beberapa tahun lepas. i feel like an idiot. haha. 

though i'm quite busy with design project, environmental assignments, nasheed extravaganza and sheffield games, i still can manage my time very well. alhamdulillah. it is important to stay calm and sort things out one by one. just remember, you are not perfect but you can make your life perfect.!

now, i start to appreciate my life, make all my days as the best day ever, enjoy the littlest thing, laugh out loud with my friends, feel the butterfly in my stomach, live my life to the fullest and moreeeeeee....! i will put lots of smile on my face no matter how hard my life will be.. because i BELIEVE that Allah is always be right by myside and will show me the way out.. ^__^

always be my favourite.!

bye.!

i want to say thousands of words, but i can't.

assalamualaikum

alhamdulillah, its the end of my hectic week. sibuk menghadiri jamuan makan dan menjamu orang makan. it was tiring but i feel very satisfied. starting from next week i will give my all to my design project and being a nerd girl again. pinky promise.!

of little housewarming. masak mee kari.!

sempat berjalan-jalan sekitar city. i keep on going to the city untuk beli barang-barang bilik dan banyak barang-barang merepek. nafsu sungguh.! i have the biggest room in our house and i have no mood to snap some pictures. nanti kita buat sesi deco bersama izzati leong ye.! its getting colder in sheffield but miss bunny always keeps me warm. 

miss bunny seronok dapat berguling-guling atas katil yang besar but i feel lonely setiap kali tidur. 

need more pillows, please.. 

and there were lovely flowers at the city.

nak beli, tapi takut tak terjaga.

i feel so relieved after have a chat with you. thank you for always being by myside and for your endless support. i knew the hidden meanings behind all of your actions, cuma buat-buat tak tahu because i just want to hear those words. lets have a good life and i hope that we will cross this path again. i'll keep all your promises. if something's meant to be, it'll happen in the right time, with the right person, and for the best reason. thank you. :)

p/s: rasa dah hilang bakat menulis. mungkin terlalu sibuk dan terlalu banyak yang dipendam dalam hati sampai tak tahu bagaimana untuk mengungkapkannya. :)

i hate to go...

assalamualaikum

alhamdulillah, i have a good life, good moments and thousands of experiences. i'll be leaving my home sweet home on 23rd september. ingatkan ada 2 minggu lagi, rupa-rupanya minggu depan je. minggu depan jer. minggu depan jewww.? *panic attack* sigh... 

so kiss me and smile for me
tell me that you'll wait for me
hold me like you'll never let me go
cause i'm leavin on a jetplane
don't know know when i'll be back again
oh baby, i hate to go

14 hours flight is ain't cool yaw.

yes, i'll see you next year. =)

p/s: lets us enjoy our 'single' life and lets pray to allah that we are meant to be together. jodoh itu kan rahsia allah. =)

senyuman colgate itu kan cantik.!

assalamualaikum

alhamdulillah, opah selamat sampai ke klia hari jumaat yang lepas. hari sabtu terus gerak balik taiping.!!! on my mind dah ada macam-macam list, tapi balik sekejap je. tsk3.

pergi bergambar-gambar di sekitar taman tasik taiping. suka sangat sebab tu scene movie sepi dan nyaman sekali. rasa nak bergolek-golek atas rumput yang comfy lagi empuk.

 korang biasa tak tengok muka orang ni sama je setiap kali amek gambar.? sila usha facebook's photo albums sekarang.! i've read on magazine, 'kenali senyuman terbaikmu'. cara: berdiri di hadapan cermin dan cuba cari senyuman terbaik anda. ada sesetengah orang dilahirkan fotogenik. unfortunately, muka aku tak fotogenik lah.! muka transparent je. 

ramai orang tak suka gambar candid. aku suka tengok gambar candid because you can know your own feelings and how well is your life.

yes, i'm really happy.

^__^

i guess i look better with senyuman colgate rather than my serious + skema face ye dak.? from now on, i will let myself smile and be happy. =D

"bye kak ety..."

p/s:  "cintaku tak bererti memilikinya, cukup sekadar doa, bahagiaku untuknya.. ya allah perkenankan doaku, jadikan ku halal baginya, menemani mimpi indahku.." i fall in love with this song. 

p/s: have a safe journey and have a good life, dear. statement "izzati memang comel" akan diingat sampai bila-bila. ;p

salam perantauan

assalamualaikum

disebabkan terasa sedikit meroyan dan terkilan sebab tak masuk salam perantaun di dada-dada akhbar, aku nak buat jugak salam perantauan versi blog. boleh kan.??? ^_^

*ehem ehem*

(kalau letak gamba salji, ramai orang malaysia tak puas hati. lol)



saya, izzati ellyani abdul rahman
pelajar tahun dua kejuruteraan kimia
university of sheffield
ingin mengucapkan
'selamat hari raya aidilfitri'
'maaf zahir batin'




kepada keluarga yang berada di rumah
maaf kerana anakanda tidak dapat pulang beraya bersama
*ok, ni bagi feel je*
ibu, i tak nak buat kuih muruku tahun ni.
ayah, bagi bonus raya tahun ni boleh.?
abang, nak duit raya dalam pound sterling lagi boleh.?
adik, sila jangan beli baju raya banyak-banyak.





kepada member-member yang jauh di mata dekat di hati,
sila beraya sakan bersama keluarga
jangan pelahap sangat
menelan segala juadah yang ada
duit raya boleh di 'reserve' untuk tahun depan ye

kepada cikgu-cikgu MRSM Kuantan, 
KMKN  dan MICET
terima kasih kerana mengajar saya
sehingga ke seberang laut
maaf sebab tiada souvenir yang mampu dibeli
sekadar salam perantaun mampu diberi
terima kasih daun keladi




kepada korang yang sibuk online seolah-olah
punggung melekat di atas kerusi
tolang mak kemas rumahlah.!
lap tingkap, pasang langsir, tukar cadar,
bla bla bla





walaupun lagu ni macam tak feel
still my favourite sebab noh hujan yang nyanyi
anggaplah korang tengah baca kad raya
yang ada bunyi-bunyi tu.
gempak gilos kan.?!!!
=D

p/s: sebarang ucapan raya boleh disalurkan ke no celcom aku ye. xoxo

Kad Raya Giveaway

assalamualaikum

this is my first giveaway.! tiba-tiba je rasa nak buat. =)

dam dam dum, bunyi mercun..

Kenapa buat 'kad raya giveaway'.?

Dah lama rasanya tak hantar kad raya. lagipun boleh eratkan silaturrahim with my blog readers. (kalau adalah)  rasanya dah bertahun-tahun tak dapat kad raya. perasaan dapat sekeping kad raya tu lagi syok kalau dibandingkan dengan 1000 sms raya. kan kan kan.?

Kenangan bersama kad raya

kad raya ni still famous masa aku sekolah rendah dulu. masa kecik-kecik kan ada buku biodata diri where all your classmates will write about themselves. dari situ dapat alamat kawan-kawan. kalau dapat biodata your 'crush' lagi best. hantar kad raya as anonymous. err, aku tak pernah buat la.

lepas tu, soalan lazim yang wajib dijawab dalam kad raya are:

• apa khabar.? sihat.? (padahal duduk sebelah je dalam kelas)
• baju raya bape pasang.? kasut bape pasang.? (eh, sibuk je..)
• buat kuih raya tak tahun ni.? (i beli jewww)
• duit raya ade tak.? (waddehel.? baik aku beli mercun)
• pecah kaca pecah gelas, sudah baca harap balas (kalau tak balas, jangan harap ada kad raya untuk kau tahun depan)

dekat sekotak gak la kad raya yang pernah diterima sepanjang aku hidup. =D

Macam mana nak join giveaway ni.? 

memandangkan aku paling menyampah nak join contest yang perlu buat perkara-perkara berikut:

1. mesti follow blog ini
2. tulis dalam blog anda kenapa anda meminati blog ini
3. reka slogan mudah,'saya suka blog COLOURS..' tidak melebihi 2000 patah perkataan
4. tag 10 orang blogger lain

di bulan yang mulia ini, aku tak nak seksa korang dengan peraturan yang merepek. keke. its simple.! just LEAVE YOUR NAME AND ADDRESS.  

hanya terbuka untuk 5 orang je. kalau banyak permintaan, i'll consider. (ceh, bajet femes) tarikh tutup penyertaan hari ahad ni bersamaan 21 august 2011. 

p/s: "Allah does not love sins, but Allah loves to forgive, Allah does not love sinner, but Allah loves the repenter"

nangka itu sedap

assalamualaikum

1) feling so happy tengok kawan-kawan kat sheffield masuk dalam keratan akhbar bahagian salam perantauan. setiap hari mesti belek paper nak usha member-member. padahal diaorang balik malaysia gak.! rugi plak tak anta aritu. =D

2) dah beli baju raya.? kasut raya.? purse raya.? beg raya.? jeans raya.? jam raya.? shawl raya.? segala-galanya raya.? hihi. so far, baru shopping 50%. maklumlah, bukan shopping untuk raya, tapi shopping sebagai stock balik sheffield nanti. ooo emm gee. shawl kat uptown cantik sangat. i'm so in love with uptown. rasa seronok dapat main bargain dengan makcik kedai. lol

adik manis: kak, saya dah beli lima shawl dah ni. bagi la murah sikit.
kakak baik: ala, dik. dah bagi murah dah ni.
adik manis: ala, yg RM 15, bagi je la RM 12. shawl ni bagi la 2 helai RM 20. boleh tak.?
kakak baik: ye lah. semua skali RM 56.
adik manis: ala akak ni. RM 55 sudah la. boleh ye.?
kakak baik: amboiiii...
adik manis: nanti saya recommend mak saya datang beli tudung kat akak ye. =D

3) aku dengan ibu dah start buat kuih raya. kuih wajib buat mestila almond london. ibu i kan cik aju almond london. padahal aku sangat tak suka makanan yang berasaskan kekacang. aku teringin biskut suji la. tahun ni rasa malas nak buat kuih raya. kenapa ye.?

4) lebih kurang sebulan lagi dah nak balik sheffield. this ain't fun. baru je beli tiket bas from heathrow to sheffield dengan smap. sampai sheffield 24 sept dan kelas start 26 sept. hopefully, no jet lag. tiba-tiba rasa tiket flight ni salah timing. takpe, that means i can spend more time with my family. =)

5) rindu saat-saat tunggu abang posmen anta kad raya. tetiba rasa nak hantar kad raya.

sape nak kad raya.? 

to my beloved readers yang terang nyata mahupun invisible, if you want kad raya from me, please leave your address. ni macam ala-ala giveaway. hehe. serious ni.! kalau tak nak, takpe. =D

p/s: nangka sedap dimakan sejuk-sejuk dan cempedak goreng memang terbaik.! =D

Si Baldu Merah

assalamualaikum

angin takde, ribut pun takde. tiba-tiba je teringin nak buat kek red velvet. aritu ibu bawak balik sebiji. sedap jugak. memandangkan bosan berada di rumah, nak try air tangan sendiri. boleh jugak jadi hidangan moreh ye tak.? =D

resepi ni amek kat my resipi. alhamdulillah, my first trial menjadi.

Bahan-bahan (15 biji)

125 g mentega
1 1/2 cwn gula
2 biji telur
1 SK esen vanilla
250 g tepung kek
2 SB serbuk koko
1 SK garam
1 cwn susu segar (dicampur dengan 1 SB perahan lemon)
1 SK soda bicarbonate
1 SK cuka
2 SK pewarna merah

 Cara-cara: 

1.  Ayak tepung, garam dan sebuk koko . ketepikan.
2. Pukul mentega hingga lembut (1- 2 min). Tambah gula dan pukul hingga ringan (2-3 min).
3. Masukkan telur satu persatu dan tambah esen vanila. Pukul semula hingga sebati.
4. Masukkan susu, pukul dengan kelajuan sederhana dan masukkan bahan tepung, garam dan sebuk koko yg telah diayak.
5.  Masukkan pewarna merah.
6. Dalam mangkuk kecil, campurkan bhn cuka dan baking soda(biarkan berbuih dan tuang ke dalam adunan kek . kacau sebati menggunakan senduk.
7. Bakar 170 C selama 25-30 (bergantung pada oven masing-masing)

Cream Cheese Topping 

250 g cream cheese
30 g mentega
1 SB perahan lemon
1 SB esen vanilla
1 SB susu segar

Cara-cara: 

1.  Pukul cream cheese dan mentega hingga lembut dan gebu.
2. Campurkan perahan lemon dan esen vanilla
3. Hias kek dengan cream cheese topping.

terharu dengan air tangan sendiri. tsk3. ;)

my comment is tak payah pakai cuka pun takpe. kek ni sedap. ada rasa masam, manis dan masin. kalau parents yang menghidap kencing manis ke, anda digalakkan mengurangkan kandungan gula dalam kek. kek tu agak manis. tapi, dengan kombinasi cream cheese, peeeehhhhhhh, sedap tak terkata. hihi. 

selamat mencuba dan selamat beramal... ^___^

p/s: dapat dua bungkus bubur lambuk kat masjid negeri tadi. meleleh air liur. slurpppp... =D

salam ramadhan

assalamualaikum

alhamdulillah, ramadhan datang lagi. terima kasih ya allah kerana kau pertemukan aku dan juga ramadhan. last friday, we sent opah to airport. opah akan menyambut bulan ramadhan di sana selama sebulan. kenapa mesti menangis bila berada di airport.? you know the answer. 

angah doakan semoga opah dikurniakan kesihatan tubuh badan yang baik dan selamat menunaikan ibadah umrah. oh ya, jangan lupa satu perkara yang angah suruh opah doakan tu taw. =D

"bila kita selalu ingat allah, kita dapat mengisi kekosongan dalam jiwa."  opah, july 2011

the next day we went to port dickson. berkelah bersama sanak saudara. its fun fun fun. dah lama sangat tak berjumpa dengan ombak laut, pasir yang lembut, angin yang berbudi bahasa dan masa bersama keluarga. tak lupa juga kepada remaja yang tak senonoh dan sekumpulan bapuk. haha.

walaupun tak dapat naik banana boat, pakcik ni baik hati bagi aku naik boat dia untuk ambil gambar mereka. terasa mabuk laut pula. ;p

teruknya gambar after compression. =.='

my beloved readers, i just wanna wish salam ramadhan al-mubarak. maaf atas semua salah dan silap. mungkin imanku tidak seteguh sahabat-sahabat yang lain. mungkin imanku tidak sehebat  kamu. apa pun, jom kita sama-sama mengejar rahmat dan nikmat allah yang terbentang luas. 

p/s: aku suka soya bean dan puding jagung. aku juga rindu pandangan makcik yang melihat aku dengan muka "budak-budak duduk saf belakang". =D

bedak sejuk

assalamualaikum

i had a bad sunburn and it caused them to ask, "apsal muka gelap sangat.?" errr. is it too bad.? hitam itu kan manis. (tangan ke dada, mata ke atas)

my sis bought bedak sejuk that cost about rm 2.00 and i watched on NONA that 'bedak sejuk' is good for your skin. tv influence plus opah is coming today, i have to look .... errr, should i say younger.? teeet. wrong vocab. it should be 'berseri-seri'.

so readers, jom sayangi petua nenek moyang. it really works on your skin. give it a try.! 'bedak sejuk' should be in my list 'things must bring to sheffield.' =D

say no to chemical. i'm going to be a chemical engineer that create a cosmetic product based on bedak sejuk. how cool is that.? hoho.

p/s: i should use my brain before it going to be so 'lembab'. i want a younger and fresher brain.???

Sock monkey

assalamualaikum

staying at home, being a good daughter. what else can i do.? facebook, skype and twitter.? sorry, malas nak online. uruskan hal rumah, watching martha stewart and rachel ray shows. i'm very inspired with the Do-It-Yourself craftworks.! getting bored with cooking and baking. hey, why don't i put my hands on this craft thingy.(big smile.!)

i went to etol's house last week. she told me that she made a cute little sock monkey for ehem.! LOL. comel sangat.!!! 

source: google

i found this cute website with great DIY ideas. check this out --> craftbits.com

ok.! lets grab some stuff and make a sock monkey.! it can be a present for ibu. i'm serious.!!!!! =D









p/s: never bother about me and i need to be alone. being with family is all i need. thank you.

counting...

assalamualaikum

hari berganti hari. bulan berganti bulan. tahun berganti tahun. we are still Fantastic 4. walaupun masing-masing ada jalan cerita dan perangai yang tersendiri, the differences complete us. i'm happy as long as they are happy. nina cepat kahwin dengan yid, etol bahagia dengan zul, syie akan berjumpa kebahagiaan and me.? semoga izzati ellyani dapat sambung belajar sampai peringkat PhD. thats my aim and i'll do my best to achieve it. lets pray the best for us.! =)

memori di kmkn (2008) - semua masih kurus.!

memori 2009 (walaupun jarang berjumpa, sayang masih ada)

memori Biro Tata Negara (BTN) 2010

us at sheffield.! september 2010

us still togeteher (2011) - semua makin berisi. ;p

a friendship.? a family.? 

you name it. 

they are my gula hati forever. 

^__^

p/s: aku terpilih lagu-lagu sedih time karok. kata nak lagu rock kapak. mana ade lagu rock kapak yang gembira kan.? nanti kita karok lagu hindustan ke, korea ke ye. xoxo


p/s: 'izati elyani'.? i have double 'z' and double 'l' ye. sila taip btol2. =D

akukah sinderella.?

assalamualaikum

ye, pukul 12 tengah malam je, aku tido. biological clock dari kecil lagi. skema kan.? kenapa.? sebab aku suka tido dalam gelap dan aku sangat sensitif dengan cahaya. kalau bilik terang sket je, aku dah terjaga. memandangkan skang musim spring, kul 6.00 pagi dah terang-benderang, lalu membuatkan aku terjaga dari lena. kalau korang terperasan aku tak tido lepas pukul 12 tgh malam bererti aku sedang layan movie atau cite korea. LOL

lagipun kan allah ciptakan malam untuk berehat dan siang untuk mencari rezeki.? 

"dia jadikan untukmu malam dan siang agar kamu beristirehat pada malam hari dan agar kamu mencari sebahagian kurnianya pada siang hari dan agar kamu bersyukur kepadanya (28:73)"

aku sukakan cuaca petang hari ketika pulang dari library. subhanallah, cantik sangat. hilang penat belajar. =)

p/s: i never regret every steps and decisions that i made. ^___^

waiting for a sweet escape

assalamualaikum

apsal blog aku macam boring sangat.? 3 days till final exam. spring semester banyak sangat menghafal. menghafal bukanlah cara aku dan i must try so hard to memorize everything. yup, everything.! when i tried to sleep, everything just keep on playing in my mind. did i tried too hard.? takpe, nikmat allah. lagipun, jawab subject ni sekali seumur hidup je. thus, i have to give my best. 

bila exam nak habis.? i really wanna go home.! laying on my bed and reading novel. makan tido tengok tv shopping, makan tido tengok tv shopping. awh, what a sweet escape. sabar izzati, tak lama dah. sikit je lagi. fighting.!!! ^_^

sophie kinsella, cecelia ahern and jodi picoult,
wait for me..!!!

tips study daripada aku ialah, faham baru hafal, jangan hafal tapi tak faham. eh, faham ke.? ^.^

p/s: tiba-tiba rindu family. nak call mereka sudah tidur. oh, manja nya lah kau ni izzati.! takpe2, kite sambung study yuk.!

stop and stare

assalamualaikum

so many things to do yet so little time. Drax report, lab report and computer assignment. everything must be submitted after easter break. exam is just around the corner. 43 days to go and i have not started doing my exam revision yet. i'm suffocating in my own world.!

bukan senang untuk hidup senang dan kejayaan takkan datang bergolek. you have to struggle with sweat and tears till you achieve the success. yes, i do feel like to quit. but hey, be strong izzati. baru sikit je ni, rilek dulu.  A long and challenging journey is waiting for you.  =)

i wish for 25 hours a day and 8 days a week. banyak songeh kan.?  i keep complaining day by day until i feel so tired to complain. haha. 

yes, STOP complaining izzati. start planning and do your work.! i'm trying my best to complete all my assignments by this week.! insyaallah.. fighting.!!! ya allah, please ease my way.. =)

nerd mode is ON again... @_@

ya allah, kuatkanlah semangatku dan tabahkanlah hatiku

p/s: when i feel so stress and tired, i'll end up shopping at e-bay. shopping is a retail therapy. so nice.. =D

23.

assalamualaikum

rasa down sangat. ayah, i know, i never learn. i've tried my best, but its killing me softly inside. 

somebody, please pats my back, and says "dont worry izzati, everything gonna be alright"

i don't get tired, i don't give up, i don't surrender

izzati, berusaha.!

p/s: oh, my parents balik esok..!!! i'm sorry ibu ayah if i'm crying again..