a BETTER me

assalamualaikum

semalam keluar pergi city. give time for myself to have a rest. away from books, notes, and tutorials. 

lisa: izzati, ko taw tak kite tinggal lagi 58 hari before final exam.?

me: is it.? ko biar btol.! when is actual date for final exam.?

lisa: dr. robert told me it will be on 17th january 2011.

hey peeps, its 57 days till my final exam.!!! okeyh, this is a serious matter. (gelabah je aku ni!) eyh, tapi memang serious pon. for 2nd year engineering student, we MUST pass the exam at least 55% to qualify us to study till MEng. itu sangat menakutkan faham.! exam ni yang akan menentukan masa depan aku. insyaallah, i'll do the best. kalau tak pass, kene buang negera balik semula ke malaysia. tak nak.!!!

korek-korek balik old posts dalam blog, aku terbaca post about a new me.! hehe. i need the spirit masa kat micet dulu. i guess i have to make few changes. here comes the the new mission: a BETTER me.

• extra 1 hour study at night. (u can do it biological clock)
• no 'tido petang', but a nap will be fine. NAP not SLEEP  =)
• no facebook. only allowed on weekend. (facebook dah bosan. tak kisah langsung)
• no blogging..??? (hell NO. i cant live without blogging. nanti hati membuak-buak nak membebel. hehe)
• start doing all the revisions and help others. we are all in this together. (alhamdulillah, everything goes smoothly)
• manage my time well: i should organize my activites. don't be too active izzati.! 
• eat well. (sila rajinkan diri memasak. i discover that i feel stress-free when i cook)
• call my family often. have a talk with ayah, tell him all the problems so that i can gain my strength.
• spend time with allah too. allah is the one who will grant all my wishes.

izzati ellyani, you can do it.! don't force yourself, take a baby steps and at the same time, do enjoy your life. demi ibu ayah, demi masa depan, demi kebahagiaan.. oh, and don't forget to stay happy. there are lots of reasons to carve a smile on your face. ^___^

p/s: tiba-tiba rasa semangat.! nak tulis and tampal 'a better me' mission on board. gambatte ne.!

p/s: aku tak nerd, tetapi memiliki sifat kesedaran diri yang tinggi. hoho.