this is my dream, and i'm chasing it...

assalamualaikum..

how are you my beloved readers.? 

hmmm. pernah tak, masa korang introducing yourself, ada orang tanya, "apa yang special pasal diri awak.?". what was your answer.? me.? i don't know what i'm good at or what is so special about me. loser huh.? most of my friends said, "izzati seorang yang positive thinker. selalu sahaja bermotivasi dan bersemangat." hmm. is that so special.? i don't think so.

its like trend. gadis dan gitar, gadis dan DSLR, gadis dan fill in the blanks. i'm not good in any of it. sometimes, i'll sit alone and think, "what is so special about me. at least, give me a talent, please.."

sesungguhnya, aku sangat bersyukur dengan diri aku sendiri. you have to love yourself first before you love others. this is about confidence level. its not about being bangga diri or riak. its just that, you want the confidence. 

still remember that day, when i said i want to play piano on my wedding day.? no.? it was my unconscious decision. but hey.. why not i go for it. at that moment, this was what my heart said. your heart never lies. 

i met athirah farhana, my best friend. pandai sangat main piano. 

me: athirah, i really want to learn how to play piano. can you be my teacher.? i'll learn with all my heart.

tira: sure. kita pon memang teringin nak ajar orang main piano sampai pandai.

me: really.? let me be the one.

tira: izzati nak blaja macam mana.? teory or main.?

me: i want both. from theories: baca notes, tulis notes and of course playing the piano. boleh ke.? i want to be just like you.

tira: boleh sangat-sangat.

me: thank you. do you think i'll be able to play piano on my wedding day.?

tira: insyaallah, boleh punya.

me: free of charge eh.?

tira: ha'ah. free je.. 

me: let me be your masterpiece. 

my first lesson, learning the theories. kenal notes, and symbols. best sangat though sometimes i'm quite blur. kadang-kadang, sambil makan, aku akan blaja main piano dari youtube. haha. =)

"terkedu dapat student yang semangat macam izzati"

i chose this path and there is no turning back. izzati, hwaiting.! doakan semoga aku berjaya main piano and aku akan postkan satu lagu untuk korang at this blog one day... =)

i really want to say this. "saya pandai main piano.." this is my dream, and i'm chasing it.. heeee... ^___^

p/s: if you have found that one reason for you to pursue your dream, go for it.! don't ever let it go.!

p/s: if you belive in something, put your heart, mind, and soul into it. this success may come tomorrow or later, but it will surely come. ^__^