October 18, 2011

mixed emotions.. =.=


assalamualaikum


these mixed emotions are killing me.! design project has put lots of pressure on me and there will be a point where i'll be very disappointed with myself. i want to call ayah and crying like a little baby but its 3am in malaysia right now. i want to cry but i have no tears. i want to laugh but i forgot how to do so. i guess maybe i'm too tired with everything. its hard to keep myself motivated all the time. hey, i'm a normal person too.!my tears keep on falling while reciting the quran. kalimah allah always be the best therapy.. 


"dan janganlah kamu berputus asa dari rahmat allah, sesungguhnya tiadalah yang berputus asa dari rahmat allah melainkan orang-orang yang kafir" (12:87)


hey, izzati.! its not the end yet. i still have lots of time and i won't give up. whenever i fall, i just need to rest at the bottom at least for a while before i get up. fighting.! 




si garfield that washed away all my worries.
at least, you make me smile again.
^__^


'stressed' spelled backwards spell 'desserts'. thats why i spent £7 just for chocolates today.! should i blame pms syndrome or should i blame macinnes.? haha.




p/s: can i call my parents even its 3am.?

2 comments:

fadheR said...

haha unless your parents ade darah tinggi, then don't. i called my parents whenever i feel like talking jugak dlu2.even more than 3 times a day :P

at least they know that you still need them and remember them all the time ;)

Izzati Ellyani said...

my parents ade darah tinggi..!!! bahaya-bahaya.. haha.. :D