Kasih Ramadhan

Assalamualaikum

Today is 22nd of Ramadhan. I feel like Ramadhan flies too fast this year. How was my iman.? How was my amal.? T____T

This Ramadhan is a bit different than before. Atuk is not in very good condition and was admitted to hospital.  When I went to the hospital, there was a family reciting surah yaasin. I guess they were preparing for the loss of their beloved one. Opposite to the ward is 'wad bersalin'. I'm imagining there might be a very joyful atmosphere, waiting for a new life to be born. I can see the gloomy mood in my family. Looking at wan's worry face and ibu's tiring face make me think I have to make them happy or at least I could lessen their burden. I'm going back home every weekend to be my mum's bestfriend and call her frequently just to make sure she is happy. :)

Yes, setiap benda diciptakan berpasang-pasangan. Ada yang gembira menyambut ulangtahun kelahiran, ada yang berdukacita merelakan kepergian ibunda tercinta. Ada yang gembira buat persiapan perkahwinan, ada yang bersedia menguruskan upacara pengebumian. Ada yang gembira menyediakan persiapan raya, ada yang gelisah menanti tibanya hari raya. Ada yang makan secara berlebih-lebihan, ada yang tidak cukup makan. Tak semua orang akan berasa gembira, tak semua orang akan berasa sedih. I do believe that setiap kebaikan dan nikmat yang Allah turunkan untuk kita sebenarnya juga adalah satu ujian. :)

"Apabila seorang hamba Allah jatuh sakit, Allah akan utuskan 4 malaikat: Malaikat pertama akan mengambil selera makannya, malaikat kedua akan mengambil rezekinya, malaikat ketiga akan mengambil kecantikan wajahnya dan malaikat keempat akan mengambil dosanya."

I'll smile everytime Atuk crosses my mind as I know Allah is forgiving his sins. Atuk, hang on.! Sometimes, I do afraid to feel happy because I know someone out there is crying. Experience will make you stronger. I simply want to cherish every moment that I have and make the best out of it. :)

p/s: Salam Ramadhan my beloved readers. Thank you for reading this. I really need to let out everything. :)